Blue Mangolia Rust

A trip stream of consciousness that resulted in at least one song ‘Carlton is a Bad Dog’. Feat. Adam Z. ( https://www.youtube.com/@smashdrums7848 )

Alcohol numbs

But shrooms put your physical

Into the imaginary

Making connections where previously there where none

Filling you will vibrating electric energy

As your perception swirls 

I recognize the tricolor split of my vision

And a warping of the periphery of my vision

Almost as if a lens change 

Energy drink

Empty stomach

Just cigarettess and aderall

And shrooms, energy drinks

Everrything unholy and unhealthy

tuned the guitar

Feeling a bit sick to my stomach

Hear yourself speak

Holographic life

Chromatic inner drive

Starving rainbows

Asking if you want

To keep singing

Rock and roll 

A serious decision

To take a trip

3.5 grams

To melt reality 

Individual needs

Interrupt cohesion

Agitation wakes me up

Pain makes me remember 

Happinesses makes me forget

Now feel good

Tomorrow could be better

Imagine greater happiness

When did i become

So impersonal

So much pain

Fork looking for bliss

Definite visual and abstract distortions

JAm on my data bitch

Address an abstract idea

Vs follow instructions 

Explaining why

Finding out how

Fucking around and suffering for knowledge

You can see heaven but cant take it with you 

Set up an energy exchange

Against the universe

And winning

Drifting too close to the supermassive black hole

Existance challenging what are ideas to a black hole

Science says fuck you

Sit back and enjoy the ride

All this iq

Still Alone in the darkness of time

Hurtling through the universe

Taking anything just to feel Live

Making my story

The strong desire

To sit and think

The sickness to question existence

The body that carries you

What quality of my experience 

You make me

Question my vibrations 

An i walking the universe wrong

Can i subscribe for a better life

M

Are you comfortable

Naked

Hurtling through space and time

No one to save you

No one to get you off this ride

Your mother might not even answer

Did you eat

The wrong mushroom

Or is your life

Always so vibrant

Did you Always have such vivid ideas

Did the colors blend 

Did the song sound so loud it echoed the entire galaxy

Calton is a bad dog

Sit dowtn

Stay hydrated

Get sober

Go to work

I just saw god, shouted energy into the cosmos

And in imagined nothingness and everything all at once

I need a cigarette

Open to exist

I dont need to know

Or to feel

I just need too act

Or to lay here on the couch

Watching the swirls and hearing the hums

What is sensation

But an abstract dimension

I can hear him

And type this

Multiple things at once.

I feel default happy

The white picket fence

“I dont need to know you as a person”

To what

I dont have to know that persons thoughts

But the archetype of a person”

I an a channel

The dimension of Adam

Maybe only fans

I haven’t  checked

You see my brother

But close your eyes

And you’ll hear me

Open your third eye

And see we’re good together

Feel the harmony

Move in rythmn with me

Smooth cole

Youtube

Director and actor

That’s narcassism

Thoughts are universes

Time warped

Creatives creating

What if god says

Mushrooms as a literary device

Or as a experience

Call of mushrooms

To partake in N experience that is

Not needed for your health or natural instincts

Purely for the ego, curiosity, society, 

Or accident cause u just ate those. Blue fucking mushrooms  that ducked u up

Awareness searching

On what to feel

How big to dream

To sleep or to run

Cry or fuck


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